The stress of a semester

So the end of a semester is fast approaching and I have so much I need to do. By next Tuesday I will mostly be done with school but I am stressing because I have so many things to do before then. Yet here I am blogging and on top of that I am watching Star Wars Episode VI (the best episode ever). This week has been so stressful because on top of this I have to try and find a job. I just want Tuesday to finish up quickly then I will have a couple of few small assignments before the end of the semester. The nice thing about this being the plan is I only have one final one in first aid. On Monday of finals week I definitely be done with school for the semester.
A year from now I will be graduating (finally after 19 years of school I will be done). I am so excited for that to happen and then I will have my own classroom and be a teacher.
I am also stressed because I feel like I need to expand my horizons and find new things to do. I want to someday go surfing, sky diving, rock climbing etc. Soon I will be training for a 1/2 marathon and that will be a lot of work but very rewarding!

What to do when you like a boy?!

How in the world do you show a boy that you like him? I would really like an answer. If you read this and know an answer please post! Since junior high I have been struggling with showing emotions towards boys. I suppress all feelings because I am afraid that I will be rejected. I have lost many opportunities with boys because I am so stupid that I can't let my emotions show. It comes down to the fact that I really have issues with letting myself be vulnerable. I don't like to let my guard down. I am sure that if I do I will end up hurt. So instead I decide to hide it all because it is easier than being rejected. So I sit here hiding behind a mask, hoping for something that will never be because I don't know how to show it.
So what do I do? How do I get over this complex that I have?
How do I have the courage to show him I like him?

Houston my home away from home!

I just got back from Houston for a visit and it was so much fun! I went for Nathalie's Wedding and Sealing in the temple! It was amazing to see her so happy. The reception was so much fun too!!! It was a Hispanic wedding so it was so much fun!!! It had dancing, food, dancing, laughter, and did I mention dancing!!! I stayed with her family and they are amazing I am so grateful for them and that they hosted me all weekend. I love them so much! the Hispanic people are amazing, they are so charitable and giving! I want to be like them in that aspect! I want to be able to give all I have to other people! I should work on that and make it my new goal.
I had a lot of good things happen while I was in TEXAS!!! I had the wedding! I got to watch most of conference in Spanish! I got to visit some awesome people! and I got to visit with my mission president again. He even committed me to accomplish something in the next week! I don't know if I will be able to do it (it involves a boy) but we will see.
I am so glad that I was able to go on this trip, in reality I needed to get away from Utah for a little bit and realize that there is more happening in the world than what goes on in dear Cache Valley!