Thanks!

So I need to tell my family and my roommates how much I love them for what they do for me. Lets start with my roommates! They let me spill my guts out to them and they just sit and listen to me. They even let me make a mascara-tear mess on their dress. They understand my issues boys and most of them have experienced them too. They understand my homesickness even though I live closer to my family then some of them; I see my family more than them. They calm me down so I wont cry my eyes out right before ward prayer and look like an idiot inf ront of the ward. They understand that sometimes you have to get away from the drama so that you can come back renewed and refreshed. They love me no matter what. That although they support me on going on a mission and they are excited for me, they are also sad to see me leave. I love them so much and I don't know if they realize how much they do for me.
Now my family, my rock, my support. I haven't been home in what feels like a while and although that a while isn't very long at all it has felt like an eternity. Also I realized that the next time I go home my Dad and Heidi are going to be in Boston so I won't even be able to see them. I miss my Daddy so much but it is interesting because he seemed to know that and texted me and then I called him and talked to him for 45 mins on the phone about everything that was stressing me. I love him so much.
Also I miss my Mom. I know she is still there and I can talk to her when in need but i miss her hugs and her laugh. Her advise and her just being their whenever I need. I miss being able to call and talk to her on the phone, or come home to her working. I miss being able to talk to her about anything and to be able to tell her everything. Mom, I miss you! I love you!
Well I'm grateful to have a great family that misses me and wants to know what is going on in my life. I'm grateful for Brittney's phone calls, and Kim's funny advice, Brandon's smile and Justin's hugs. I love them so much.
I'm still seem to be emotional today but at least I know I have the support I need sitting around me in Logan and at home praying for me in Salt Lake...

I love all of you so much.

Blessings

It is interesting how the moments when trials are the hardest are when the Lord seems to bless us the most. And even in bad situations you can find his hand in everything, making the situation easier.

I'm so greatful for the Lord and the atonement in our lives. How the Lord knows what is happening at all times and he has a plan for us. He watches over us and sends his Guardian angels to help us; to watch us so that we can sleep at night.

I am so greatful for blessings and I'm trying to see the Lord in my every day life, in the good things and in helping with the bad things.
I'm grateful for the safe embrace of a hug. For the wisdom her grandma, the bestest friends in the world, the sincere words of a prayer, for the peace of the temple, for the strength of roommates, for neighbors that are like big brothers, for the whisperings of the spirits, for the priesthood and the sweet message of a blessing, for my loving parents, for prayers, for scriptures, for the atonement and how it can wipe away pain, For everything beautiful in the world. For a loving Heavenly Father who loves his children and hurts whenever they hurt.

I'm very grateful for everything that I have been blessed with. There truley are angels around us.