School is out!

"School's out for summer
School's out forever
School's been blown to pieces

No more pencils
No more books
No more teacher's dirty looks"

 "And fellas, I know you're ready to rock
We went crazy cooped all winter long
And school is out, so let's get it on
Flip flop tans and some white sand
I know the perfect spot

Well the sunset better set soon
So we can get in the mood
Things start getting all heated up
When it starts getting cool, yeah

Summer nights
Everybody, are you with me?
Let that igloo cooler mark your piece of paradise
Summer nights
Everybody's feeling sexy
Holler if you're ready for some summer nights
Come on."

"No more algebra tests 'til September
No more lookin' at losers like him
No more more havin' to cheat
No more mystery meat
No more gym
No more gym
No more gym
No more gym!...

 After today my brains will be snoozin'!
If I don't faint I'll be fine!
I've got forty more minutes, of home economics
Then down with the text books
And up with the comics!"

Schools out until September and I am so excited for this summer! I am again living up in Logan for the summer and I am hoping to have a lot of fun doing whatever I want. I have a job at Opionology and I am excited about that! I hope to make a lot of friends and just have fun with everyone around me! 

Mostly I am just excited for the the no homework and doing what I want! I it is going to be a blast! I love summer it will always be the best! LIFE IS AWESOME!!!!

The stress of a semester

So the end of a semester is fast approaching and I have so much I need to do. By next Tuesday I will mostly be done with school but I am stressing because I have so many things to do before then. Yet here I am blogging and on top of that I am watching Star Wars Episode VI (the best episode ever). This week has been so stressful because on top of this I have to try and find a job. I just want Tuesday to finish up quickly then I will have a couple of few small assignments before the end of the semester. The nice thing about this being the plan is I only have one final one in first aid. On Monday of finals week I definitely be done with school for the semester.
A year from now I will be graduating (finally after 19 years of school I will be done). I am so excited for that to happen and then I will have my own classroom and be a teacher.
I am also stressed because I feel like I need to expand my horizons and find new things to do. I want to someday go surfing, sky diving, rock climbing etc. Soon I will be training for a 1/2 marathon and that will be a lot of work but very rewarding!

What to do when you like a boy?!

How in the world do you show a boy that you like him? I would really like an answer. If you read this and know an answer please post! Since junior high I have been struggling with showing emotions towards boys. I suppress all feelings because I am afraid that I will be rejected. I have lost many opportunities with boys because I am so stupid that I can't let my emotions show. It comes down to the fact that I really have issues with letting myself be vulnerable. I don't like to let my guard down. I am sure that if I do I will end up hurt. So instead I decide to hide it all because it is easier than being rejected. So I sit here hiding behind a mask, hoping for something that will never be because I don't know how to show it.
So what do I do? How do I get over this complex that I have?
How do I have the courage to show him I like him?

Houston my home away from home!

I just got back from Houston for a visit and it was so much fun! I went for Nathalie's Wedding and Sealing in the temple! It was amazing to see her so happy. The reception was so much fun too!!! It was a Hispanic wedding so it was so much fun!!! It had dancing, food, dancing, laughter, and did I mention dancing!!! I stayed with her family and they are amazing I am so grateful for them and that they hosted me all weekend. I love them so much! the Hispanic people are amazing, they are so charitable and giving! I want to be like them in that aspect! I want to be able to give all I have to other people! I should work on that and make it my new goal.
I had a lot of good things happen while I was in TEXAS!!! I had the wedding! I got to watch most of conference in Spanish! I got to visit some awesome people! and I got to visit with my mission president again. He even committed me to accomplish something in the next week! I don't know if I will be able to do it (it involves a boy) but we will see.
I am so glad that I was able to go on this trip, in reality I needed to get away from Utah for a little bit and realize that there is more happening in the world than what goes on in dear Cache Valley!

A way to get release!

Hey so I am back on my blog finally after six months. So tomorrow for the first time since getting back I get to visit my mission! Needless to say I am so excited! It will be good to get away from Utah for a while. This last weekend has been kind of stressful as I have had a lot of interesting things happen. Mostly I had to tell a boy that I just wanted to be friends. I have never done this before and find myself never wanting to do it again. I like being his friend but nothing really more than that. He is a great guy and someday will make someone a great husband. Just not me and not right now.
On the bright side I found a TV show that I am absolutely in love with. If you have not seen Once Upon a Time you should really look into it. It is made by the same people who made Lost. So it is all kinds of intense! I absolutely LOVED Lost but I love ONCE UPON A TIME even more. This show was something that I really needed this weekend. I needed to get away from life and go into a reality place. Thank you Once Upon a time for helping me with this!
Right now I am not sure what else I want to post about but I'm sure I will post again soon!!!
Sooner than 2 years I am sure!

See you in a year and a half

I am off for a year and a half of learning
a year and a half of loving
a year and a half of striving
a year and a half of hoping
a year and a half of finding
of praying
of changing
a year and a half of my life to serve the Lord and teach my brothers and sisters.

I hope you make it a great year and a half and I will see you later!!!

Love,
Me

One Week

I have one week left, actually less than a week and I'm feel like I'm just going through the motions, it really doesn't feel real. I can't believe that it has been two months since I got my call. I have been packing my bags, it is crazy how much you can fit in three bags if you just pack right. I have started to say goodbye to a number of people. My roommates came down last week and we had dinner and then they said goodbye. It made me sad but like I said earlier it doesn't feel real yet I still feel like I have a trip to make up to logan or something. When I seriously think about it I am very nervous about everything. From entering the unknown, to speaking another language, going to the MTC, going to Texas, leaving my family, wandering around a city that I don't know (without mountains to help navigate), did I mention doing the hardest thing in my life. It all makes me really nervous but I'm also very excited; to be that close to the Lord and his Spirit. It will be such a special time!!! I hopefully will blog one more time before I go but we will have to see!!