So I need to tell my family and my roommates how much I love them for what they do for me. Lets start with my roommates! They let me spill my guts out to them and they just sit and listen to me. They even let me make a mascara-tear mess on their dress. They understand my issues boys and most of them have experienced them too. They understand my homesickness even though I live closer to my family then some of them; I see my family more than them. They calm me down so I wont cry my eyes out right before ward prayer and look like an idiot inf ront of the ward. They understand that sometimes you have to get away from the drama so that you can come back renewed and refreshed. They love me no matter what. That although they support me on going on a mission and they are excited for me, they are also sad to see me leave. I love them so much and I don't know if they realize how much they do for me.
Now my family, my rock, my support. I haven't been home in what feels like a while and although that a while isn't very long at all it has felt like an eternity. Also I realized that the next time I go home my Dad and Heidi are going to be in Boston so I won't even be able to see them. I miss my Daddy so much but it is interesting because he seemed to know that and texted me and then I called him and talked to him for 45 mins on the phone about everything that was stressing me. I love him so much.
Also I miss my Mom. I know she is still there and I can talk to her when in need but i miss her hugs and her laugh. Her advise and her just being their whenever I need. I miss being able to call and talk to her on the phone, or come home to her working. I miss being able to talk to her about anything and to be able to tell her everything. Mom, I miss you! I love you!
Well I'm grateful to have a great family that misses me and wants to know what is going on in my life. I'm grateful for Brittney's phone calls, and Kim's funny advice, Brandon's smile and Justin's hugs. I love them so much.
I'm still seem to be emotional today but at least I know I have the support I need sitting around me in Logan and at home praying for me in Salt Lake...
I love all of you so much.
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